I LOve LOVe LOVE having a boyfriend that i actually feel like he’ll never play me, that makes me feel safe,that makes me feel like he respects my boundaries and won’t try to rush things. He’s the first person i dated that i want to last a VEry VERy VERY long time.
I want to spend all my time with one person. I want to spend my day with him today, tomorrow, and the next. There’s 75 days left before the world ends and i want to give them all to you. And its only been one offical day. I’m soo smitten 10/06/12
Who do i pick!? Guy #1 is funny, cute, and i already put in alot of my time in me and him. But boy #2 is sweet, kind, strong, responsible, and treats me like a princess. I think the obvious choice is boy#2 but i just can’t let boy#1 go he will always be my #1 but i know #2 is better. I don’t know what to do?!
I finally got my tumblr to work again! I’m so excited to vent about my life to whoever cares to listen.
I broke it off with him finally.i told him ” we’ve been talking for so long and not moving forward that i stopped thinking we will. i don’t see you and me as an us and i don’t see a point to this anymore” he said ‘i want there to be a point to us i’ and blah blah but he didn’t want to move forward until he realized i wasn’t waiting another minute for him. I have dropped so many good guys waiting for him to make us official. The truth is i would ditch any other guy for him but someone new has come into the picture and i’m not rejecting another good guy for a boy who will never take the next step.
So he came back to my house today and when he was leaving he wanted that perfect goodbye kiss. He looks into my eyes and goes for it. This would of been that perfect fairytale ending, but the whole time i was thinking…i didn’t brush my teeth.